Turning 30 BLOWS GOATS!!!!!

I know it is not quite my birthday just yet but when I look in the mirror - trust me, It's close enough!
So Happy Birthday to me...- I hate Birthdays and pretty much every other damned Annual event that suggest powerfully YOU MUST BE HAPPY TODAY type days, but this one particularly sux as it's what??...the BIG 3 0 (what the font?!!) and seriously I don't feel 30 yet sometimes I feel alot older/younger but then at the same time I feel like the last year has been a DREAM!!
I feel like I can share one of my secrets* ( you know the type that just fills and explodes in your heart kinds!) without getting on anyones nerves too much after all it is a Blog about the babies, you know? anyway I'll try it out - first and if we hate it, well, I guess we'll just never speak of this type of Blog again and I will go tell my stories to someone who has studied alot and gets paid to listen to peoples crap, ok, so aarghh! which one....
ok, so, like- every thing that you thought you knew about loving someone was almost a lie before "Deakin /or insert precious things name here" came into your life because you just would do anything to help make sure they feel loved and are given as much as you can, to feel safe and warm and dry and fed so much so that they fall asleep in pure drunken bliss!
Secret: That we are forming the greatest of life's gifts to humans - memories of love!
So I will probably see someone at the Eltham market tomorrow with Deakin or/Trav and Deakin - depending on if I can talk Trav round (Guy's+Markets=Bored)
Anyway Peace out and You know how some people put great quotes as their "signature" I would like to try one out - My lifes Passions before we met Pale in Comparison to the moment I realised you would love me deeper than anyone in your whole life.
Yeah, probably more your Bumper sticker, or at best Hallmark ripoff cards "Quote"
Anyway I'm tired need to have nap - oh old achin bones, it's different in your 30's you just can't understand it till you get here! Nigh Nigh Mummmies and Bubbies Sweet dreams and long weekends when Daddys are with us, always xo